//How can i chill when stuff just keeps happening ? I just want this Quest to just end peacefully, as best as we can, it's more than double of the size it was supposed to be, and every time it seems like something just needs to grapple my heart and say "Haha, sorry, no happy ending for you, lol.", then let go and proceed to be an major pain in the arse, while i sit here attempting to suppress all my feelings and trying to make things go happy again while my heart literally aches outta fear, sadness and anger.
//I wish i could just stare at every single damned person on the story that intentionally messed with making things happy with everyone and shout right on their face "JUST LET US MAKE THINGS AS HAPPY AS POSSIBLE AND STOP BEING SUCH AN IDIOTIC JERK, THANK YOU !".