UK and E-Mouse (Season 1)

[E-Nazrin]

I see. Didn't get me ID though , so I didn't push hard enough.

Note that I didn't reply to that in the first place. I was stonewalling there, but I later decided a second example was plenty.

My feeble justification was Sana's own shenanigans.

I agree. Honestly, I wouldn't mind talking to you more after this.

Umu...as for my own honesty...I stretched the truth a little on some of my research.

Only person I talked to is Purvis. He wanted me to play a prank so I did. Oh, by the way, I bet you he already told you, didn't he?

No, he hasn't, but that certainly explains why it was all from the old ADV era. Hah.

No, I was hinting at talking with... basically, people here. I'm PRETTY sure I've hinted at that sort of weakness before, among a few IRCers... and it was entirely within your power to accost Ultros.

[UncertainJakutten]

Well, I asked Purvis initially for shutdowns since I was SUPPOSED to be the skirt

After seeing that Reimu one with "when you fly" and fully appreciating the layers of it, I wanted to apply some of that wit.

Ended up picking his brain for how to deal with you as a person . I was going to talk to Ruro as well but I doubt she'd say anything.

And he did have some stuff from RPGWW actually.

I wasn't lying when I said your character concepts with Jeremy were impressively hilarious.

[E-Nazrin]

Well, I asked Purvis initially for shutdowns since I was SUPPOSED to be the skirt

Shutdowns?

After seeing that Reimu one with "when you fly" and fully appreciating the layers of it, I wanted to apply some of that wit.

I... don't remember where that came up. Remind me?

Ended up picking his brain for how to deal with you as a person . I was going to talk to Ruro as well but I doubt she'd say anything.

She would have been a much, much better choice in this context, considering much of the pooshlmer antics and... you've seen that image she put together about us that keeps floating around every once in a while?

And he did have some stuff from RPGWW actually.

Sounds about right. That's basically where we talked. Sort of - most of the group wandered over to the main forum I went to at the time... a later incarnation of which I still check in on regularly. Though I don't really post much there... I'm not very interested in what the main focus of the forum is, now.

I wasn't lying when I said your character concepts with Jeremy were impressively hilarious.

Nyoro~n. I like that general role reversal, but I did it poorly. And meta? I LOVE meta.

[UncertainJakutten]

I... don't remember where that came up. Remind me?

Barren Path.

She would have been a much, much better choice in this context, considering much of the pooshlmer antics and... you've seen that image she put together about us that keeps floating around every once in a while?

I agree she would have been, and I meant to but never got to it. Looks like I was too lazy.

Sounds about right. That's basically where we talked. Sort of - most of the group wandered over to the main forum I went to at the time... a later incarnation of which I still check in on regularly. Though I don't really post much there... I'm not very interested in what the main focus of the forum is, now.

Ah, I see.

Nyoro~n. I like that general role reversal, but I did it poorly. And meta? I LOVE meta.

Which is why you NEED to read Godel, Escher, Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid.

It's like, MADE for you.

[E-Nazrin]

Barren Path.

...... damnit, and the very first thread of that must be gone now. :<

I agree she would have been, and I meant to but never got to it. Looks like I was too lazy.

:V I'm actually a bit surprised you interrogated Purvis at the very start of this, as I think you implied.

Which is why you NEED to read Godel, Escher, Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid.

It's like, MADE for you.

I'm going to try to pace myself on distractions until after the thesis... though then I'll have to panic over things like finding a job... :S

[UncertainJakutten]

...... damnit, and the very first thread of that must be gone now. :<

Wasn't it archived?

I'm actually a bit surprised you interrogated Purvis at the very start of this, as I think you implied.

Like I said, it was merely for shutdowns. I had NO idea you two had a connection that deep

I'm going to try to pace myself on distractions until after the thesis... though then I'll have to panic over things like finding a job... :S

Is this why I never see you on IRC anymore?

[E-Nazrin]

Wasn't it archived?

No, not the first thread. I think it was lost in the first CPMC wipe. Unless it got moved to Unlimited Game Works and I didn't notice?

Like I said, it was merely for shutdowns. I had NO idea you two had a connection that deep

Well, as I kept bragging about bringing him here, even though we've barely talked for years...

Is this why I never see you on IRC anymore?

A large part of it. Even though most of what I've been doing with the time spent not chatting is mope around.

[UncertainJakutten]

No, not the first thread. I think it was lost in the first CPMC wipe. Unless it got moved to Unlimited Game Works and I didn't notice?

Might have. IT SHOULD have been archived.

Well, as I kept bragging about bringing him here, even though we've barely talked for years...

Oh wow.

A large part of it. Even though most of what I've been doing with the time spent not chatting is mope around.

Aww...chat more! We'll cheer you up!

[E-Nazrin]

Might have. IT SHOULD have been archived.

Indeed

Aww...chat more! We'll cheer you up!

I do have an awfully bad habit about moping in despair, but whenever I want to talk about it I just feel like I'm being an attention/affection whore :< And being uncomfortable with how far I'd want to take things...

[UncertainJakutten]

I do have an awfully bad habit about moping in despair, but whenever I want to talk about it I just feel like I'm being an attention/affection whore :< And being uncomfortable with how far I'd want to take things...

Hmm? how do you mean this? And don't worry about talking about it...

[E-Nazrin]

Hmm? how do you mean this? And don't worry about talking about it...

... I can be a bit all-or-nothing about relationships, and end up having unrealistic fantasies that I don't like having, on a meta level, since I should really know better than to expect it to actually happen. Or even think about it. An invitation for disappointment.

[UncertainJakutten]

... I can be a bit all-or-nothing about relationships, and end up having unrealistic fantasies that I don't like having, on a meta level, since I should really know better than to expect it to actually happen. Or even think about it. An invitation for disappointment.

That's a depressing way to look at it. Do you have any separations of levels for relationships?

[E-Nazrin]

It tends to boil down to indifferent/chatting buddies/LUST. :/ Between those I get confused and uncomfortable - especially displays of physical affection. I pretty much never experienced that before getting to see Ultros, and, well...

[UncertainJakutten]

It tends to boil down to indifferent/chatting buddies/LUST. :/ Between those I get confused and uncomfortable - especially displays of physical affection. I pretty much never experienced that before getting to see Ultros, and, well...

I see. We really need to work on getting you levels between chatting buddies and lust

[E-Nazrin]

And I... have nothing to counter that with. :x

[UncertainJakutten]

And I... have nothing to counter that with. :x

"Ok kitty-chan~!"

Maybe?

No?

[E-Nazrin]

And I don't act on that lust without explicit permission. :V

[UncertainJakutten]

And I don't act on that lust without explicit permission. :V

Well of course. Dunno how that came into question?

[E-Nazrin]

... oh. Misread it as "Oh, kitty-chan~" so I thought that was a little more, well, intrusive than intended.

drep

[UncertainJakutten]

... oh. Misread it as "Oh, kitty-chan~" so I thought that was a little more, well, intrusive than intended.

drep

Haha, if you WANT to say that I wouldn't mind but I don't really expect it.

[E-Nazrin]

I'm tired. Bug me to get on IRC tomorrow if I don't show up on my own...

[UncertainJakutten]

I'm tired. Bug me to get on IRC tomorrow if I don't show up on my own...

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ok then

[UncertainJakutten]

Why are you not on IRC Mouse? You said you would be on IRC!

[E-Nazrin]

Depression sucks just FYI

[UncertainJakutten]

Depression sucks just FYI

I'm aware in my own way. Sorry.

[E-Nazrin]

Meh. It's really my own damn fault for getting afraid and worried over stupid things like failing to be externally entertaining here and feeling guilty about various other crap. We discussed some of that much already.

Of course, the real question is whether I'm actually depressed or using it as an excuse to be a worthless scumbag! Ugh.

[UncertainJakutten]

Meh. It's really my own damn fault for getting afraid and worried over stupid things like failing to be externally entertaining here and feeling guilty about various other crap. We discussed some of that much already.

Of course, the real question is whether I'm actually depressed or using it as an excuse to be a worthless scumbag! Ugh.

I wish I could help you...I'm always willing to listen and talk, Mouse...

Even if we aren't lovers...we can be close friends if you'd like.

[E-Nazrin]

I'm much more secretive than I'd like to be, especially about depressing topics. It's just attention whoring and me being unable to handle my own emotions. :/

[UncertainJakutten]

I'm much more secretive than I'd like to be, especially about depressing topics. It's just attention whoring and me being unable to handle my own emotions. :/

It's not attention whoring if you tell someone who asks to listen.

[E-Nazrin]

... touche.