He needs to come back so we get to finally find something to talk about again.
because of guys like you I reckon his ego only gotten 'better' as time goes.
Dude, Donut, I know you might not understand what it feels like to NOT be the center of the universe and the answer to everything that isn't 42; but seriously, those logs depict a very self-centered personality right there. I know for one thing, you can try to be funny by injecting sarcasm into topics, but for your case, in more than a few cases you were being a dick.
I understand the need for attention, I myself suffer from it (post counts), I also have it bad myself, but one thing for sure, you seemed to think that if the moment the world doesn't think the same as you, you failed as a human being. You are well liked by some, and some others who don't find you attractive as a poster/chatter surely will avoid you and your related contents, in many a time: you should think about the actions and repercussions of what you do.
Take for example, you post a NSFW picture, then after a while, you are bound to get probated for the stupidity.
Now, imagine this NSFW picture as being your attitude, for your case, you seemed to believe 'I have to do something to get more attention!' Thus in the end, you burn yourself like now. What the audience has thus far presented, IRC logs or whatever, is all clear signs of persistent lacking of self-control in that department. In one of the chat logs, Trance was talking about a game: and you came in and 'oh, it is not a game I like, it fails'. While the IRC chatroom surely has many people who LIKE to talk about you you you, the majority don't (I assume). There is for no reason, for you to be a dick.
Ok, so you didn't like this game, would it hurt you not to be vocal about it? No. You didn't like it, would it hurt you to not scream 'it sucked' before you played, analyzed in detail? No.
What I believe TSO is so pissed about is this persistent attitude, you have to status check on what you are gonna say. The way you say however is that 'now the world thinks I am evil' I call Karma on this, when you have everyone's eyes on you, for all your wrongs people are bound to judge.
going on. If you just stopped and tried to think how other people would feel before you go and say anything then that would be a good start. The problem is you almost always act defensive or indifferent to any sort of accusation or critisism.
Know what would help? Admit a mistake, and DO something to make it better. Open wounds don't heal on their own sometimes, you gotta mend the rift between this greater platform; if anything I'd say you are only reluctant, but I believe you can change.
There are drug addicts who reformed, your drug is the attention whore sort, and that is only one of them. You generally seem to portray being rude is fine, and that you don't realize it, but when people talk about it you get defensive. Don't explain away your problem, what you need is to face it and know that sometimes listening is better than talking.
