>No, Patchouli, listen to me. You are not some sort of protagonist like in a book. All that fiction that you read? It's just fiction. You're not some hero for Gensokyo. Have you really let searching for the spell component go to your head? All you needed was for a way to remove the humidity from your library so you could read in peace, but you got caught up in this so called "adventure" to the point where you've lost focus on what was important.
>Remilia has been worried sick this whole time about you, you know. You know deep down how caring she is of you, She took you in, and she constantly worries about your health. And how do you repay her? By tricking her into attacking someone who moments ago saved her. At this point, you would be one lucky witch just to even have access to that library anymore.
>That's right, This isn't even your Library, and most of these books aren't even yours. Can you even keep track of them? How long have you known that Rinnosuke was selling one of your books, one that you made with your own hands? Marisa owns most of your books now, and you only got them back because she decided
The Mansion's library was a good place to store them. The Library is part of the Mansion. The Mansion that Remilia Owns. The Mansion that Sakuya cleans every day.
>You are just a freeloader, who takes up space just because the mansion itself needs something to take up space, and here you are, having betrayed someone who just moments before was worried sick over you, as if you were her friend.
>Your best bet now is to just hope that you can go back into the Mansion's library and spend the rest of your days reading in darkness like you were always suppose to. Stop pretending you're the protagonist of this grandiose adventure, bring yourself back to the reality around you, and just pray that you can apologize to Remilia profusely enough to get back into that large brown dusty room you use to think belonged to you.