>Has she?
>Basically, yes. For as long as you've known her, she's been a joker and a teaser, and she's only gotten better at it as the years have gone on.
>How Buddhist are we, anyhows? In terms of devotion and following the dogma?
>You believe in the concept of karma, that deeds done with good intent yield good fortune, while deeds done with ill intent yield bad fortune. You believe that the spirit is more important than the flesh, and that the world and its people should be seen for what they truly are, not as they appear to one's eyes. You believe in the cycle of rebirth, and those that remain in the world as ghosts and phantasms, as you know there to be, have 'fallen off' the wheel of life.
>However, you do not believe that desire (tanha) is inherantly a trait to rid one's self of. If one desires food to feed one's family, why would this contribute to one's suffering? If one desired to heal the sick, to take away the pain and suffering of the injured and helpless, why would this contribute to one's own spiritual suffering? You believe that is the intention behind that desire that should measure whether that desire is bad or not. Take Marissa, for example. She is a very physical person, who has many desires, and acts upon them frequently. However, her biggest desire is to make people happy. "Nobody frowns while I'm around!" she used to say. You cannot see this desire as inherantly wrong, nor is your own desire to make people 'better'. Rather than clash with Marissa's own stance, you've found your two goals compliment each other nicely, and are not necessarily mutually exclusive.
>Whether or not this stance of yours is a result of your own lack of understanding of the intricacies of the path of the Buddha, or a simple unwillingness to fully embrace the ideal that desire leads to suffering, you are not sure. You are, after all, very young, and have much more to learn.
>You realize that, strictly speaking, many 'true' Buddhists would not consider you as said. You have, however, taken some of the teachings of the religion and made them your own. Your brother, Marissa and Rin all have said the same thing to you on this subject, almost word for word, "Just one more thing that makes you special."
>"She is quite good at it."
>"She's definately one of a kind..." Utshuo admits, her blush finally starting to settle down.