> "As for whether or not our positions makes things "okay" or not on a core level, I would be glad to help in that regard, but as someone who has only known the joy of sharing freely and not the depravity, I would likely need some help of my own understanding the deeper why. But we can return to that in a moment, because it ties into something else I forgot to mention. I believe you asked me a question earlier, about whether or not I was terrified? I forgot to answer your question at the time, and for that rudeness, I apologize. Would it surprise you to know that yes, I am indeed terrified of what you could do to me right now? I've seen the effects on others, and this time has the added experience of being frozen to my very soul."